Numb My Brain

How can I decide
To live the losing fight?
Can't I ever get back
the light inside?
Not this time
Not tonight

There's nobody here
I used to see the sights around
THere's nobody here
Just torn up and pain abound

The truth is I don't know
Who I am to say
One more meaning to be
known
I just don't know

THere's nobody here
I seem to remember it better than you
THere's nobody here
I saw it all right through
to the end

How did I get so behind?
Where have I been?
It seems it's grown dark
It's a miracle nobody's changed
Everybody still cares
about their problems they
had in the years

Well I wonder
If maybe I've changed
If maybe I've grown up a bit
THen I realize

THere's no chance for redemption
It's a tip that I took mainly
Straight to the vein
I question everything

Can you cast a light
so I can see the path I chose
Melt in front of me
I have lost my sight of you
I have lost my sight once again

Forever haunted by a disaster
One more verse in a hymn
I wonder if this little pain
is a cancerous vision
to the future?

I couldn't cut it as what I once was
Seems I ready to change again
Like a fly lost with no wings
I thought I knew you
I thought I knew everything

It's not like me
to question myself
but this time I'm taking
a chance that I'm breaking
I'm wrong
I know this I'm okay
tommorows only a day away
No

One more time
What time is it?
WHo cares
Not I timed it
THe time is right
Here's to you
I don't care
Salud

Waste not want not
that's what they all say
Who care's fuck you
I don't know the answers

New year's resolutions
lost in a pity of regret

Oh
Promise are all set in stone
Fucked up it was just glass
shattered in my eyes

Raven's and crow's
spread their bitter taste
One more line to go
I'm sick of crossing bridges
Just so I can burn them to hell

God has turned his back on us
Let's rise up for a spell

I can feel it in my gut
THe distance of the smut
I don't give a shit whens it done
It was all too much

Burn that bridge you said you loved
I can't wait to watch it fry
I just don't care anymore
THere's only so many doors

TO say
to save

THis is for you

Halfway the sunset will burn out
Torn out from under my eyes
Migrate to the otherside
I just don't see the feeling anymore

Drain the pressure and it goes down
THe sensation will be pleasent
Let me down
It's all gonna be allright
Numb my brain

I've torn out my gums before
I'm sure I can do it again
Scars cris-cros along my arms
Are they knew I just don't know?
It's better then air

Let me out
It's all going to be allright
Numb my brain
GIve me one last first kiss
Numb my brain
Please make it go away
Numb my brain
Please make it go away
Just numb my broken brain
Let me out
Numb my brain
Somethings not working here
I ask you one last time
Please just numb my broken brain...