You Decide...

It's cold here in the heat
THe weather vane's spins readily
to take me to another world
that I don't know
THe mother feeds her child's lips
Spread like the black kiss
Bring me back to this place
where I can know

Show me the answers
to the question's I don't dare ask
Afraid of simple matters
Lost inside different paths
Slapstick comedy
on the television screen
makes me even more depressed

Do I frighten even the dead?

I never wanted anything more
BUt this is something I can never have
My heart beats fast and feels sore
I was told always to be last

So I'm lost
does that entitle my demise?
I can only dream

I can still hear the laughter
from the feeling of pain
resemble me a new way out
Because a normal thing is freaking me out

Under dirt there's fruit to be found
But I can't ever have it
The sweetest taste may never touch my lips
I'm forever more trapped alone in thoughts

Call down the angels
This demon in my soul
Cut it open
Find the inner peace
that I can never know

Is this really earth
or am I here a loss?
Should I go into the light
Or block the soul's passage

You decide...