This Guys A Stalker (Lyrics Again)

1. Suicide 2. Hymnal Burn 3. Frequency 4. The Death Of Hope 5. Sick Little World 6. ADD 7. Miserable? Naw, Just Tired 8. The Last Date (12/21/2012) 9. Creator Appaled 10. Demons And A Judas 11. Cry, Girl, Cry (Nobody Can Save Your Soul) 12. Down Under The Bridge 13. Not A Politician (So I'm Not Politically Correct) 14. Narc 15. Falling 16. Alice's Adventure 17. Ugly Child In THe Mirror 18. Shut Up 1. Suicide Waking up to see the acid raindrops dripping See all the little kids drop acid, tripping No hope left in this world but the only way out I'll stand out with my mouth stitched shut No hope left in this world but there's a way out And when it happens who gives a fuck Putting on my mask so the kids can't see, crying Overheard conversations cause the parents are lying I can't find a reason left to stay, there is no hope here I'll stand out with a bullet and a blade around this kneck I can't see a reason to stand when nobody knows what to fear Somehow I'll keep this sad balance in check (chorus) Goodbye Mom Goodbye Dad Goodbye friends Goodbye Sadness Goodbye hope Goodbye all You can't catch me it seems I've already taken this fall I'm sick of sitting around listening to everyone cry And so I pull the trigger, don't cry at my suicide Taking a drink from a bottle unlabeled, intensive care When asking for help it seems nobody's ever there There's only one way out and only one needs to die At least that's all I'll ever have to see and hear There's only one way down and the last one needs to lie It's time to go, there's no reason to fear ChorusX2 Don't cry at my suicide It's only the way of the leaders Don't laught at my suicide You'll see it through your sick sad careers ChorusX2 2. Hymnal Burn Cults grow follow the leader you know The same old story rewritten each time it grows Late last night I was a god tonight I'm a sinner Yesterday I was clean today I'm just dirt (chorus) Fuck you and your sad lies I'm no slave to your fake leader False prophets lead the sheep into the slaughterhouse Right up around the bend of the cursed shouts Hear the screams? Hear the sighs? Hear the death Hear the crys? Lies spread follow your god down Each little word returns you back to the thorny crown Where's your god when a child dies? Where's your god stopping un-needed suicide? Let's die hand in hand And spit on this fucked up relegious politcs land ChorusX2 Do you hear what I hear? 3. Frequency Switch me back to the page that was needed before I can't grow when you buried me under the floor I will rise and fight you like some unknown force Let me out and let me run my course I know all your secrets and some are pretty twisted Middle fingers raised and my hands are double fisted I fear nothing when the frequency is held so low How can the dogs hear me, how low can I go? (chorus) Change the station I hear voices They tell me things to regret all my choices So shiny and new I can't live here with you I'm so tired of being a scapegoat for you to attack Get that gun out of my face and I won't fucking snap But you push me to far and your going to see the rage become real The fantasy you had is something you will never live to feel I will defy you i will defy you I will defy you and your frequency Chorus Defy you Defy you I couldn't kill you Defy you Deny you I could spill you Deny you Deny you I will never be you Chorus 4. The Death Of Hope There's a shattered mirror on the floor of this house This place cannot be called a home I'm so sick I'm so sick There's a bloodstained knife laying in the sink And there's nobody here on this horned throne I'm so sick I'm so sick Daddy left the house and mommy stayed to kill The family's all torn apart like little brother's little pills I'm so sick I'm so sick There is no reason for this home not to burn to the ground Let's watch has the family inside begins to drown I'm so sick i'm so sick i'm so sick i'm so sick 5. Sick Little World Give me a reason Give me a fucking statement For your actions For this false entrapment I was never going to be the potential I was never the stand up guy I never wanted to fight you But all you cause is me to die (chorus) I'm sick of this sick little world I'm sick of this sick sad little world It's a sick little home for sick little bugs For those of you who know STAND THE FUCK UP Give me the truth Give me a fucking clue For this sudden jail sentence For this fucking person of you I was never standing up to fight against you before But I know all I want is you (Dead on the floor) Caught up filth, I'm sick of fighting you It's time you learned, it's time you got a fucking clue ChorusX2 I feel like everytime I step outside Somebody's going to put a gun to my head And every time I close my eyes I wish they'd stay closed and I'd be dead So I wouldn't have to see the sick sadness that makes you all so black Get your fucking lives back on the fucking track ChorusX2 STAND THE FUCK UP STAND THE FUCK UP and break free 6. ADD I find it funny that you would say things that you can't prove I find it funny that you would say Things that you know aren't true I find it funny that your arms are bleeding Cause You show to everyone you know If it's not for attention Why would you show every time you let go? (Chorus) You are the false one I was warned about You are the reason I want to fight the clouds You are the reason I have no faith in God If he creates people like you He's sicker then I thought I find it funny that you would try To come up with new things to say I find it funny you would lie And try to bring me down today When I have some dirt here on you Maybe you should start to watch what you do Cause I'm not afraid to expose to the world Your nothing but a little tiny girl ChorusX2 You are fake You are truly a lie You live a fake life Your tears are all fake crys Grow up if you want to succeed And stop using others for the pain you need to feed Fuck off. 7. Miserable? Naw, Just Tired. I haven't slept in sixteen days and my eyes grow wide Has I see the darkness I've hidden deep inside It's a hatred for mankind it's a hatred for the human race It's a scared little child who knows he'll never find his place I haven't seen the sun shine so bright in so long It almost seems like the light is wrong It's the hatred that grows each time I see the face of God it's the hatred that grows each time I bleed out the wrong step I trod I haven't wanted to sleep, because the visions are so perfect to me They are a world where everything is clear and everyone is happy There is no fighting no war, I ain't fucking fighting anymore Keep me awake so I can keep the thoughts here in store I don't want to dream I don't want to breathe It's cold out and this place is so warm Sleep only causes the wicked harm I haven't slept in sixteen days and my eyes grow closed It's time I woke up from my foggy state and show what I know I'll bring out the face that everyone's so afraid to see I'll bring out the potential deep inside of me 8. THe Last Date (12/21/2012) Chaos, let's see total anarchy I wanna fight I wanna bleed I wannna watch this all come crashing down I wanna see every city fucking burn to the ground Let's see the final war where all this ends Hold on tight it's gonna be a bumpy ride friends Can't repeat let's see some blood fly Let's see some fists no more tears to cry The bomb's been dropped the end is nigh Let's live it up while were still alvie Revolt C'mon people stand up and let's stop this future Too many cuts are made that we can't suture The past is over and tommorows a wish for fame Every breath we take is a game 9. Creator Appaled Today is a winding road Tommorow is a lost hope Yesterday just makes me choke The creator's appaled at what I've done to my life (chorus) I guess I was born to always to take the fall I won't be sedated I won't shut my mouth I guess I was born to always be on my knees or crawl The world is a whore The sky is a chore The universe is a bore My creator's are sick of me and my attitude ChorusX2 How come my mom doesn't see I'm right How come my dad doesn't seem to know I'm alive? I can't take this family anymore I can't be a part of something that closese the door In my face Slam the door In my face ChorusX2 i won't be sedatedX2 10. Demons and A Judas There was a battle long ago It rained between saints and sinners The sinners rose and took this planet has their own And a man named God sat upon the holy throne (chorus) Who's right who's wrong? Who cares? Who Knows? Who sings? Who writes the songs? Who cares? Who shows? There was blood and feathers flying has angels took the demons alive And ripped apart wings and judas watched alone Has a false christ took over his father's throne ChorusX2 I don't know what I'm saying I don't know what I'm thinking The world around me is graying The islands are all sinking Chorus 11. Cry, Girl, Cry (Nobody Can Save Your Soul) Let's see those tears girl Nobody can save a liar's soul Let's hear about the troubles in your world Let's see the place you call a hole La la la la la la la la Lies You can say what you want You can't bring me down Not in this life Not on this world So I'm telling you know Cry, just cry, girl cry (chorus) Shouldn't have turned that page Shouldn't have brought out this rage I don't care I would never use a fist But realize this I never do when I'm pissed You brought this on yourself, shoulda kept your mouth shut But it's done right, who gives a fuck? Let's see those drops fall Nobody wants to be with you at all Maybe it's cause you manipulate and twist the story Well at least that's what you did to me La la la la la la la la LIES Chorus Say it like you mean it maybe someone will beleive and follow you I highly doubt it but say it like you mean it maybe someone will beleive and follow you I highly doubt it but Chorus 12. Down Under the Bridge Most of my happiest memories take place under a bridge by the lake It's where I broke my heart and where I had my last mistake So you say you like to rub it in But it's funny when i enjoy my sin I'm addicted to my misery (Chorus) i say it to myself all the time Stop living like your only half alive But I'm wasting my time Cause i can't take my own advice Most my worst memories I smiled through and fought to keep It's where I was born It's where I will die So you say I'm pretty dumb and confused Your wrong mommy deadly You lie Chorus I guess I need misery anonymous 13. Not A Politician (Not Politically Correct) Midget, Black, Mexican White, Homo, Fag God, Fuck, Shit Cock, Ass, Dick Pussy, Twat, Cunt Tard, Christ, Butt Piss, Cocksucker, Tit, motherfucker Say these words to your congressman 14. Narc How the hell do you keep getting friends? Each time you do you beat it to it's end You cause more pain with each lie you state Get away just get the fuck out of my face I'll lay a fist into your mouth and watch your teeth fall Get the fuck up or stay on your knees I don't care at all (chorus) Your a fucking narc, a fucking tattletale Stories made up that aren't real they fail Knock out the teeth so you can't talk shit Take it in and in a row you will spit How the hell do you stay alive with all the shit you spout? With every line you have every word you shout? You asked me what? I tell you every fucking time It's nothing kid, your just getting your trouble this time Every addiction you have is a FUCKING LIE! I hope you hear this and you fucking cry Chorus It's funny Cause you warned the others not to fuck with me Now look how the tables flipped Their warning you to stay the fuck away from me It won't work You better fucking run and fucking hide Becuase I'm searching I'm fucking searcing And I will find I will fucking find you Chorus 15. Falling (this song isn't angry0 My eyes are aching, cause I can't stop looking at you Each day I'm falling more in love with you Your hair so sweet, your lips like sugar Your voice so innocent, your soul so pure I love you (chorus) I see it every glance you give me I feel it every time we touch I hear it every word I say is glazed With the love I have My heart beats quick but slowly at the same time with you Each day I'm falling more in love with you Your mind so perfect, your eyes so beautiful I have never felt this way before. Chorus 16. Alice's Adventure Have your pets neutered or spayed It makes no sences with what I'm trying to say I'm just a kid with bones that click I wrote a book with pages that stick Already used Half baked drama queen Pre used All fake scream scene I guess I shouldn't complain with a roof on my head but it's a wonder any of us survived our death I sat up late nights and dreamt of writing words that worked Not words that were real but one's that hurt (chorus) Fuck it, even I don't know this one's meaning Allright it's a little about my prescreening A word works it works it works A word hurts it hurts it hurts A lying dog is a false prophet to a bible belt preacher A tripping hippie should be shot by a tire screacher Get off your shit and flick your bic like a new shirt I never ever said anything bad about the word Chorus 17. Ugly Child In The Mirror I don't Give a shit about myself I don't give a fuck about myself I care more about death of self Let's fuck the mother (KILL YOUR PAST) Let's kill the father (BECOME REAL) I am not what you say I am I am not saying what you think I am I am that ugly child you see in the mirror I am that tear you cry I am the fat girl you see in the full length window reflection I am that hurt you feel I am the finger that makes you throw up I am the blade that slides across your skin I am the needle put into your arm I am the drug in your mouth I am the blood in your veins I am the heart that you fucking break I am the dead man's ballet. 18. Shut Up Shut me up, I fucking dare you to try It's best to let sleeping dogs lie Oh God how the fuck could you put this ugly young child here? Oh man, here comes out the skeletons of fear We have to kill you We have to kill you We have to kill you You are a miserable father I am the miserable mother Why? We have to kill you We are riding the dead man's ballet You can read it in the obituary You can read all about me You can't even time your peice to shut me up My voice is strong so shut the fuck up Or back the fuck up Or your just gonna get really fucked up We have to kill you We have to kill you I am the miserable son I am the miserable daughter Why? We have to kill you We are riding on the bullet from a suicide victim You can read the story in a infant abortion You can see al the clothes I was born in

Nicotine. Nitroglycerine

Holding back again The thoughts that react inside my head This happens everytime I can't stay alive if I'm not dead This will fall away At least I pray You've gotten closer To pusing me down off the ledge Sooner or later Your gonna be the reason that I'm dead I'm just a loser Not thinking right now all my thoughts are confused and played this is getting old My body and heart are so lame A picture stays in my head This will fall away At least I pray You've finally reached closure And I'm hanging on by a thread Sooner or later You'll be the reason I'm dead Such a loser Locked inside my cage I'm doing okay I'm feeling down cause I hear no sound One at a time let the reasons you hate me wash over Please so down and explain Why I must sit here forever This is not my side if it's all the same I can't reach the never I can't see the season I will always care Holding back the heart Tearing it apart What does it rain in the steeple? We're facing the end so near Forget the restraints I can't bleed forever At least I don't think so Please let the memories fade If you want, I will go away I can't see the season I will always care yes, it's over now I'm still alive somehow Reach back bless me I need the help now I'm so confused Climb hard to never be free Rescue the breeze don't touch me Two sided coin The evil is worse I'm left behind oh pain When will I see closure? A heartbeat slip Relationship Has turned into sick My sedative Your like my nicotine Nitroglycerine I'm addicted to a destructive force I guess It could be worse Takin the fall again i will always see nothing at the end Will you Help me be alive? i don't care about the choice I don't care about the voice I heard in my dream the one that made me scream I've lost the message You taught me how to live Hung upon a cross St. Micheal fights for what is right So I can sleep tonight One day I became so lost and hung upon a cross Every day in the year I've felt so insecure I'm standing here still waiting But I'm beginning to debate Why I wait? deadbeat reject Hey I'm the one who has no voice anymore

Sleeping With The Rejected (Lyric Collection)

1. The Book I met an angel today, another one How many are there in this fucking town? I don't care, can't admit the way I think It's too hard to sleep when you can't blink I've got a feeling that needs to die I'm so sick of being hurt Everyday is just another reason to die Thanks for making things worse (chorus) Admitting it is the first step into recovery But I don't want anyone to fall in love with me I've got to stay in my house can't go outdoors My heart is healing all it's own open sores I only spoke a few words to her, but that was enough To make me wonder just what could of I can't let this happen anymore, I won't allow My heart to open up to anybody anyhow I've got a feeling that is growing with one look Read my life, it's a pretty depressing book Every place brings new tears to my eyes I can't stand to live in all the lies ChorusX2 Blind boys don't lie Cry That scream I hear It ain't from fear It's frustration rage Keep reading the words on the page ChorusX2 2. Shang Ri La Unchain me my blood's in my head I've thought everything that I've said Pushed into leaves from the dying trees Help me up should I stay or leave? (chorus) A decision makes us fall We want it all Rise up to the newest way Should I go or stay Unchain my heart it's sick of beating for you So am I, to be completly true This whole game has driven me to be ignored And that's something I won't take anymore Chorus My shang ri la, my shaman spell Let me out of love it's truly hell Why do I need you the way I do? Cry little girl, time to fear the truth Chorus 3. I Don't Feel Good When Things Like This Are Needed to be Written Shut your fucking mouth, you said those words Are you a man cause you make her hurt? I used to know you, you were once cool When they hell did you become a fool Disrespectful arrogant asshole your fucked You crossed me once too much (chorus) remember revenge is a dish best served cold I'll get her revenge out of your world You need to pay for the things you do And I'll be the one to pay it to you Shut your mind cause your making her cry She won't admit, but she's sick of your fucking lies How can you be such a dick, who made you king You cheat lie and bitch, to her your everything It makes me sick to see this shit go on I hope you get the fucking message of this song ChorusX2 If she were mine, I'd show her what's right Respect deserved and no more crying nights She deserves better, not the shit you pull that I've heard Are you a man cause you can make her hurt? And so, I pay my last respects to you because your going to be gone so soon Watch out never walk alone in the dark under the moon Cause the minute I catch you in some deserted alley Your going to understand the meaning of destructive ralley ChorusX2 4. Suicide Notes Written To God Your numb you feel nothing at all You've been brought up only to fall You've got a new heart but it's already black And all those things you wish you could take back Keep coming up on the wings of some kind of bird Your just living your life only to get hurt (chorus) You can't escape the wrath of life No matter how hard you try So just let it come and see what can happen When you just lay back and sleep it off Your blank there is no thought inside You've been out of your shell only to go back and hide Your mind has been corrupted by the useless abortion of thought And all this misery is the thing you have bought You fall in love so quick Your skull is way too thick Let go of this thing you've done Snap out of it, and join those who become ChorusX2 feel the scorching heat of misery It's taking over you, like it took over me Don't run from your past my best advice Go on and be happy live your life Suicide note written out in black ink to God You can't fire me I quit, yea thanks alot Chorus 5. Wake up to a phone call something new Watching through tinted glass at what to do Don't remember what happened but I met you Took two breaths and started to enjoy you All these fears taht I have are being built up again Why not before, why not the end? Trying hard to not fall for you, I barely know you Just another obstacle to get through (chorus) Infatuated with the madness of destructive personality Wish you were different, and not so perfect to me Wishes are breaking away left and right Want to sleep away another night This circle of fear keeps its tabs upon me Don't want to fall into even more misery Watching you through glasses that hide my eyes Being tired is such an excellent disguise Can't let you see the real me, can't show Just who I am inside, but I'm sure you know I can't help this rejection of deep conviction Pray now pray for a resurection Chorus Burn Burn me away Take Take the light away Sleep Darkness to stay First you have to save yourself before I can even try

Who Will Stand After The Fall?

My sentimental moment has passed gone it's way like the tears of god is it wrong that I hate you? It isn't my faith I ask for It isn't my bloodshot eyes My pride is at it's place I speak to you after these years You haven't changed a goddamn bit You can still wrap me round your finger And I fool And I fool And I fool Lose it all I know I hate you I know I love you I know Is it wrong I must wish for your company everytime I hear your name? I'm sorry I wasn't what you wanted for I was just the blackest of the black sheep But in my own way My twisted mind is like the ivy upon the castle in the kingdom of heaven I haven't done this in years I'm to scared too scarred Let me finish what have I done My god I know what I need My god thanks alot for nothing Like tears of my angels Like blood of a demon I've put myself back into your pathetic debt filled crimson vision I love you I hate you Deadly to me you are my enemy you are my genocide You are my suicide Prosethetic head

Years of Silence

The antichrist is yelling at me I've disobeyed yet again but how can I follow the beleif that he is master when I don't beleive in him at all? God is pissed at me and threatening me with hell but threaten me with something that doesn't exist and watch me accelarate my madness What's amazing is that I can see through all the colors of the rainbow to see the one's that we have no name for? I've got enough to get us anywhere All you need is a suitcase and I'll show the world I've already sold it once before Silent all these years I have been But My voice rings true yet again

Whoa Whoa Whoa Slow down this light is to bright Self-scarred memories Get out of my fucking head Your so proud Your so vain What does it feel like to swallow your ego. Everybody's drunk off you Everybody's drunk off you Everybody's a fake.

Vampire Rest

There's something growing in the wind I feel it's touch Is it dark let me in I see the world for what it is Shame away Call me late at night I can feel your teeth Bite harder Give it a good shake and make sure you drink every last drop Pain will only last a second There's only so much a soulless feind can take before he shows his broken hand Stand for freedom Even if it doesn't stand for you I'm warm I think I'm getting a fever Sleep Sleep Sleep I'm just passing out again.