Sleeping With The Rejected (Lyric Collection)

1. The Book I met an angel today, another one How many are there in this fucking town? I don't care, can't admit the way I think It's too hard to sleep when you can't blink I've got a feeling that needs to die I'm so sick of being hurt Everyday is just another reason to die Thanks for making things worse (chorus) Admitting it is the first step into recovery But I don't want anyone to fall in love with me I've got to stay in my house can't go outdoors My heart is healing all it's own open sores I only spoke a few words to her, but that was enough To make me wonder just what could of I can't let this happen anymore, I won't allow My heart to open up to anybody anyhow I've got a feeling that is growing with one look Read my life, it's a pretty depressing book Every place brings new tears to my eyes I can't stand to live in all the lies ChorusX2 Blind boys don't lie Cry That scream I hear It ain't from fear It's frustration rage Keep reading the words on the page ChorusX2 2. Shang Ri La Unchain me my blood's in my head I've thought everything that I've said Pushed into leaves from the dying trees Help me up should I stay or leave? (chorus) A decision makes us fall We want it all Rise up to the newest way Should I go or stay Unchain my heart it's sick of beating for you So am I, to be completly true This whole game has driven me to be ignored And that's something I won't take anymore Chorus My shang ri la, my shaman spell Let me out of love it's truly hell Why do I need you the way I do? Cry little girl, time to fear the truth Chorus 3. I Don't Feel Good When Things Like This Are Needed to be Written Shut your fucking mouth, you said those words Are you a man cause you make her hurt? I used to know you, you were once cool When they hell did you become a fool Disrespectful arrogant asshole your fucked You crossed me once too much (chorus) remember revenge is a dish best served cold I'll get her revenge out of your world You need to pay for the things you do And I'll be the one to pay it to you Shut your mind cause your making her cry She won't admit, but she's sick of your fucking lies How can you be such a dick, who made you king You cheat lie and bitch, to her your everything It makes me sick to see this shit go on I hope you get the fucking message of this song ChorusX2 If she were mine, I'd show her what's right Respect deserved and no more crying nights She deserves better, not the shit you pull that I've heard Are you a man cause you can make her hurt? And so, I pay my last respects to you because your going to be gone so soon Watch out never walk alone in the dark under the moon Cause the minute I catch you in some deserted alley Your going to understand the meaning of destructive ralley ChorusX2 4. Suicide Notes Written To God Your numb you feel nothing at all You've been brought up only to fall You've got a new heart but it's already black And all those things you wish you could take back Keep coming up on the wings of some kind of bird Your just living your life only to get hurt (chorus) You can't escape the wrath of life No matter how hard you try So just let it come and see what can happen When you just lay back and sleep it off Your blank there is no thought inside You've been out of your shell only to go back and hide Your mind has been corrupted by the useless abortion of thought And all this misery is the thing you have bought You fall in love so quick Your skull is way too thick Let go of this thing you've done Snap out of it, and join those who become ChorusX2 feel the scorching heat of misery It's taking over you, like it took over me Don't run from your past my best advice Go on and be happy live your life Suicide note written out in black ink to God You can't fire me I quit, yea thanks alot Chorus 5. Wake up to a phone call something new Watching through tinted glass at what to do Don't remember what happened but I met you Took two breaths and started to enjoy you All these fears taht I have are being built up again Why not before, why not the end? Trying hard to not fall for you, I barely know you Just another obstacle to get through (chorus) Infatuated with the madness of destructive personality Wish you were different, and not so perfect to me Wishes are breaking away left and right Want to sleep away another night This circle of fear keeps its tabs upon me Don't want to fall into even more misery Watching you through glasses that hide my eyes Being tired is such an excellent disguise Can't let you see the real me, can't show Just who I am inside, but I'm sure you know I can't help this rejection of deep conviction Pray now pray for a resurection Chorus Burn Burn me away Take Take the light away Sleep Darkness to stay First you have to save yourself before I can even try